Saturday, December 26, 2009

Avoiding a Japanese Decade

i just came from reading a very good article with the help of japan america can finally end this economic crisis.it just goes to show u teamwork can solve any problem.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

mind playin tricks on me rap

I sit alone in my four-cornered room
Staring at candles
Oh that shit is on? heh
Let me drop some shit like this here
Real smooth

Verse one: scarface

At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies being burned
Four walls just staring at a nigga
I'm paranoid, sleeping with my finger on the trigger
My mother's always stressing I ain't living right
But I ain't going out without a fight
See, everytime my eyes close
I start sweatin, and blood starts comin out my nose
It's somebody watchin' the ak'
But I don't know who it is, so I'm watchin my back
I can see him when I'm deep in the covers
When I awake I don't see the motherfucker
He owns a black hat like I own
A black suit and a cane like my own
Some might say "take a chill, b"
But fuck that shit, there's a nigga trying to kill me
I'm pumping in the clip when the wind blows
Every twenty seconds got me peeping out my window
Investigating the joint for traps
Checking my telephone for taps
I'm staring at the woman on the corner
It's fucked up when your mind is playing tricks on you

I make big money, I drive big cars
Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star
But late at night, somethin ain't right
I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucker's head lights
Is it that fool that I ran off the block
Or is it that nigga last week that I shot
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars
Thought he had 'caine but it was gold medal flour
Reach under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers
Ain't no use to be lying, I was scareder than a motherfucker
But they're laughing at pow pies and buried that quick
If it's going down let's get this shit over with
Here they come, just like I figured
I got my hand on the motherfucking trigger
What I saw'll make your ass start giggling
Three black, crippled and crazy senior citizens
I live by the sword
I take my boys everywhere I go
Because I'm paranoid
I keep looking over my shoulder and peeping around corners
My mind is playing tricks on me

Day by day it's more impossible to cope
I feel like I'm the one that's doing dope
Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous
Every sunday morning I'm in service
Playing for forgiveness
And trying to find an exit out of the business
I know the lord is looking at me
But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy
I often drift while I drive
Havin fatal thoughts of suicide
Bang and get it over with
And then I'm worry-free, but that's bullshit
I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
I had a woman down with me
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me
She helped me out in this shit
But to me she was just another bitch
Now she's back with her mother
Now I'm realizing that I love her
Now I'm feeling lonely
My mind is playing tricks on me

This year halloween fell on a weekend
Me and geto boyz are trick-or-treating
Robbing little kids for bags
Till an old man got behind our ass
So we speeded up the pace
Took a look back and he was right before our face
We'd be in for a squab' no doubt
So I swung and hit the nigga in his mouth
He was going down, we figured
But this was no ordinary nigga
He stood about six or seven feet
Now, that's the nigga I'd been seeing in my sleep
So we triple-teamed on him
Dropping them motherfuckin b's on him
The more I swung the more blood flew
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too
Then I felt just like a fiend
It wasn't even close to halloween
It was dark as fuck on the streets
My hands were all bloody from punching on the concrete
God damn, homie
My mind is playing tricks on me

Fitting Prosthetic Limbs, via a Computer

ok today I read an article an acticle on the Nytimes.
This article speaks of how a doctor is trying to find a way to make prosthetic limbs better 4 the disable.using the resoucres they have they will try their best to make the disabled feel normal.
i find this atricle to be a good read cause it not only is puttng money and time to good use it s helping every 1 in the process

Sunday, December 13, 2009

anger

And anger is defined a as real strong emotion, a feeling that is oriented toward some real or supposed grievance the state of being angry. It can very in degrees. A mild anger describes only a feeling of distastefulness over a particular matter but high degree of anger can lead to the feeling of contempt and rage, in a person. Anger is mostly associated with distrust and a feel of displeasure. It is usually caused by the loss of control of a particular person over himself and his attempt to regain it.

These anger quotes put the light on these aspects of a person’s thoughts. These highlight a negative emotional reaction associated with other bad feelings such as fear, disgust, shame, irritability, outrage, hostility and possibly even violence.


These tell us that actions resulting from anger often have negative consequences, because the anger in us intensifies our impulsive action and clouds our rational thought process.
Anybody can become angry, that is easy; but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way, that is not within everybody's power, that is not easy.

absulte value


THIS SYMBOL |x| denotes the absolute value of x, which is the number without its sign. |+3| = 3. |−3| = 3.

The following is the purely algebraic definition of |x|:
If x ≥ 0, then |x| = x; if x < 0, then |x| = −x.



Geometrically, |x| is the distance of x from 0.

Both 3 and −3 are a distance of 3 units from 0. |3| = |−3| = 3. Distance, in mathematics, is never negative.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Sunday, December 6, 2009

sad poems

These sad poems came to me over the course of several years of unhappiness. I had no clue where I was going in life or what will happen even tomorrow. This poetry helped me through the rough parts of life.

Sadness has overcome us all. Either caused by a relative or close friend's death or from the girl who broke our heart. We all handle situations differently, some good, some bad. But what makes us who we are is not defined by our times of happiness, but by our times of sadness.

Anger

Emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair.

Depressing

Depression is the worst of all sadness. We are hurt so bad that we stop eating, sleeping, hanging out with friends and sometimes even turn to suicide. Our worst nightmare came true and we can't find a way out.